June 2009
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this is a message from your heat
your most devoted body part taking blood and making art, this is a message from your heart pounding away into the dark, you could thank me for a start this is a message from your heart.
May 2009
13 posts
summer 09'
is finally, here.
i could not have started it off any better.
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happiness
i have never been this happy in my life. honestly. i have the most amazing best friends and the best boyfriend ever. >:) so happy.
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3:20 am.
It’s been storming here all day today, literally. I woke up at like 2 and I sat on the computer for like 15 minutes then boom there was this thing of ligthening, and It scared the living poop out of me, cos It was so close, but a house down the street actually got hit by lightening, It was pretty trippy to be honest. my dogs were flipping out, so scared. It was zoeys first thunderstorm she...
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my life could not be anymore
amazing than it already is, like honestly. this weekend was so much fun. friday i went to the mall with my mommy got a really cute shirt and looked at our new phones. then we came home, later on i went to the movies with lindsey, sara, devon, joey, kiel, tanner, ellen, and some others, we saw xmen. it was really good, but i was so sad at the end, like you have no idea. hahaha. then we went to...
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Lindsey - Where to even start? Well I’ll start with I love you. I love hanging out with you and all the funny stuff we do ; like walking through walmart and picking out owl & bird pillows , freaking out over seat cushions, talk about how we are so excited to have kids, LOL. standing in the candy isle for like 15 minutes just picking out candy , I love how well we click together. I...
Tonight was one of the best nights ever, Honestly.
I've been alone so many nights now,
and I’ve been waitin’ for the stars to fall , I keep holdin’ out for what I don’t know , to be with you . so here I am staring at the moon tonight , wondering how you look in this light , maybe you’re some where thinkin’ about me too. to be with you, there’s nothing I wouldn’t do . and I can’t imagine two worlds spinnin’ apart , come...
April 2009
18 posts
here's to another year of heartbreak from you
this is the second spring of pain , i’m always broken like this , and these lonely nights are getting old . these faceless tears remain untold tonight . this is for the words you’ll never find , i want to tell you everything all the songs i never get to sing to you , i’ve had a million chances to tell you everything.
it's really over
you made your stand you got me crying , as was your plan but when my loneliness is through , I’m gonna find another you . you take your sweaters , you take your time , you might have your reasons but you will never have my rhymes , i’m gonna sing my way away from blue i’m gonna find another you . when I was your lover , no one else would do if i’m forced to find another, i...
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“Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion....
and will you be alone
when you’re under the covers, as the sky falls will it be on purpose, or will you say it was just an “accident”. you didn’t mean to pull that hard you didn’t mean to say those words, well i don’t mean to break your heart when i say goodbye, but i hope it at least hurts.
my bestfriends.
so maybe you could
walk with me a while and maybe I could rest beneath your smile. everybody stumbles sometimes and needs a hand to hold ‘cause it’s a long trip alone. it’s a short piece of time but just enough to find a little peace of mind under the sun somewhere. so maybe you could walk with me a while and maybe I could rest beneath your smile you know we can’t afford to let one moment...
thunder 2009.
boy it's been all this time
and i can’t get you off my mind and nobody knows it but me. i stare at your photograph, still sleep in the shirt you left and nobody knows it but me. everyday i wipe my tears away, so many nights i’ve prayed for you to say: i should’ve been chasing you, i should’ve been trying to prove that you were all that mattered to me. i should’ve said all the things that i...
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memories fade.
it’s been almost two years since i first met you. when i first started talking to you, i thought you were just the cutest boy in the whole world. you were an asshole, yet you were really sweet. when i started to like you, i knew this was going to be an interesting time. who would have known i would have fell in love with you, who would have known that we have so many memories. who would have...
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so much has happend since i last updated my tumbler, which was only a few days ago. hah. well friday i went to jenny and djs and hung out with him, my mom and andrew. we had some really good ass steaks that andrew cooked, he was so fucking funny, i seriously was laughing the whole time. and we discussed the whole rihanna and chris brown bullshit, “SO SHE DESERVED IT!?!?!” Hahaha. Then...
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i was trying to fly
but i couldn’t find my wings, you came around and changed e v e r y t h i n g.
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please
so excited, might be getting tickets for the sun city carnival and seeing kenny chesney. i wish summer would hurry up and get here already. i’m seriously dying. the news said that tonight/today it’s supposed to snow, hopefully it doesn’t i will be so angry. but anyways, i watched the country music awards last night, george strait did such a good job preforming, i’m still...
he said:
“just think it over,and write me a list so we can figure out what we both deserve” she hardly could believe it,that their love had come to this. dividing and deciding his and hers, but she grabbed a paper napkin and asked the waitress for a pen an one by one she wrote down what she wanted most from him. honesty, sincerity, tenderness and trust. a little less time for the rest of the...
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you had it all
for a pretty little while ,and some how you made me smile when I was sad, you took a chance on a bruised and beaten heart, then you realized you wanted what you had. I guess I should’ve been more like that. I should have held on to my pride I should have never let you lie I guess you got what you deserved I guess I should’ve been more like her. forgiving you, she’s stronger than...
March 2009
36 posts
it's two bare feet on the dashboard
young love and an old ford, cheap shades and a tattoo and a yoo-hoo bottle on the floorboard, perfect song on the radio, sing along ‘cause it’s one we know, it’s a smile, it’s a kiss it’s a sip of wine, it’s summertime, sweet summertime temperature says 93 down, at the deposit and guarantee but that swimmin’ hole it’s nice and cold, bikini bottoms...
I can't be
Anymore annoyed when people are honestly pissed off/upset about something that isn’t going to matter in what 10 years, or any other time for that matter. Life is short, you need to not constantly be mad at someone, things constantly change you can’t change time, So if you’re pissed off at someone and they next day they die or something, You’ll feel horrible. I don’t...
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Summer
I honestly don’t think I have ever been so excited for summer to come, Maybe it’s just becuase I’ll be able to get my license soon, and I’ll be driving. I’ve been so over all this cold weather, I’m just ready to finally be able to be barefoot, and wear my dresses, and swim, go camping, horseback riding. I’m just so excited. Hopefully this summer,...
why does it have to go from good to gone?
before the lights turn on, and you’re left alone.
summer hurry.
harrrrrr.
I surprisingly felt pretty today, even tho I’m sick as fuck ):
my hope should've been shattered
like a bottle out behind some tavern from a fight that you had no chance to win my dream should’ve been ashes gone up in smoke like a book of matches tossed away and never gonna burn again and I should’ve worn right through like an old cowboy’s boot leather but you hold me together
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i will
never settle for less. <BR><br> maybe i’m just retarded, but it’s whatever. i’ve been listening to dierks bentley a lot lately. he’s coming here in august and i’m going to go see him. i’ve finally got the last book in the series that i’m reading. then the next book i’m going to be getting is about magic, hopefully its good, i mean it...
I'll do whatever it takes
to turn this around I know what’s at stake I know that I’ve let you down and if you give me a chance believe that I can change I’ll keep us together whatever it takes he said “If we’re gonna make this work you gotta let me inside even though it hurts don’t hide the broken parts that I need to see” he said “Like it or not it’s the way...
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p.
but your wheels just turn down the road ahead if it hurts at all you aint showed it yet. i keep a lookin’ for the slightest sign that you might miss what you left behind i know there’s nothing stopping you now but i’d settle for a slowdown.
These two men have my heart, End of story.
o.
everyday I swim an ocean, fightin your memory like endless waves. I surrender to the truth, I’ll always love you, but I know someday, I’m gonna reach the banks of a distant shore, where I won’t miss you anymore. I promise.
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tennessee.
tennessee is beautiful and i WILL move there. Friday night I left for Tennessee for the Food City 500 nascar race, We got down there at like 9 am Saturday morning, we set everything up, and ate, then went down to the stadium, Seriously SO many people were camping out for the race Sunday, I got a few Kasey Kahne shirts, and a Dale Jr shirt. Saturday night was SO goddamn cold in that tent i was...
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“so let’s face it, this was never what you wanted but I know it’s fun to pretend now blank stares and empty threats are all I have”
I leave for Tennessee tonight. Ill update when I get home.